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Strength

If I was still the person I used to be, or the person I became during a period of my life, I’d still be moping. But I am not and thank God for that. I really hate waves of depression, but the fact that I don’t let them consume me too long is a good thing.

Back in the day, I’d never have the strength to do such a thing. Back in the day, I’d wallow in my own sadness (usually over nothing of actual value) for days and weeks on end. Thank God, I’m not that girl anymore.

So what did I draw my strength from this time? Well a variety of things. My loving online friends, who often times treat me better than the people I see every day in real life, my fiancé, who sat on the couch with me while I read last night, Sherrilyn Kenyon’s “Night Pleasures” which I finished for the second time in two weeks, dreaming about my characters, and this song – which I’ve played on repeat several times and wiggled in my seat to (it’s from the Zohan Soundtrack): (Warning: the video makes no sense and is just strange – ignore it)


All is right in my world again. Thank God!

Peace – Sarah

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P.S. Reading “Night Embrace” Book 3 of the Dark-Hunter Series and can not put it down… yup Sherrilyn’s just that good!

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Unfocused

I don’t know what’s going on up there, but nothing feels right.

My insides hurt, my head hurts. Books aren’t entertaining me right now, my own story is being told at a whisper so low I can’t hear it. Even my dreams are stale, if I’m even dreaming at all. And I’m so tired, no matter how many hours of sleep I get. During the day, my eyes are open, but I hardly remember anything I’ve seen. No emotions are attached to time whatsoever, yet it moves insanely slow.

Just writing this felt like a monumental task.

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Feeling a bit dead right now and for no explainable reason. Hope it passes soon….

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